Ambitions

This is my first blog ever, so please don't judge too harshly... Anyway, I decided that my first topic should be on ambitions. My ambitions to be exact. I was once a very ambitious person. I wasted many years trying to gain power and position among my peers. I almost reached my goal, until I was bitterly torn down by ridiculous circumstances. It was then that I realized I didn't really want the power and glory I had been seeking. I realized that I could have better gratification in life if I just disappeared to the sidelines and watch everybody tear each other apart. Even though I have made myself invisible, I still carry ambitious desires, though they are much different than what I wanted two years ago. I am no longer trying to make myself look good. I realize that I can have more control over my circumstances if I remain unseen. My goal now is to continue creating a following. I now have loyal peers who I trust will never betray me. From the sidelines, I am determined to help them achieve their goals. In return, I am assured they will back me up when the time comes.