Daily Doses: That Certain Someone

"It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does." Nothing can seem more heartbreaking than letting your greatest chance for mortal happiness be ripped away by a simple change in thought. perhaps it was destiny for all things to end tragically for the short lived legacy... That certain someone who I never really knew, knew me better than anyone who ever tried. That certain someone took a very rare interest in a cursed soul. I wish he spared me his heart. I did see happiness when I was in his company, but alas all good things must eventually come to an end. I had cheated the fates and it was time for me to face reality. I have been fated to never obtain the absolute fulfillment of my desires. Its amazing how I've lived this long and never really cared that I might be alone for the rest of my life, except for now. I was destined to be forsaken, so it was better to never get my hopes up, to never expect anything or ask for anything. I tried for the first time in my life to fight against my odds, but it proved to be futile. A person like me, a person who has a mind like mine, can never really share their life with someone because they would be forever misunderstood. I regret trying to change this. It has put such a strain on my mind and body. I feel tired and disheartened...