The Confession: Battle Of Wills (Blood Curse)

"After the blood come the boys. Like sniffing dogs, grinning and slobbering and trying to find out what that smell is... What that smell is..." Receiving the blood curse wad a very pivotal moment in my life. Apart from my horrifying elementary expirence, this moment in life was an intense trial of wills. My will to focus and my will to live. It is said in some cultures that after a girl receives her curse, she becomes a woman. She is granted with fertility and a new mentality, eventually losing her childlike innocence. For me, I was changed completely. With the blood comes the want. A feeling that redefined my very being. I was twelve when I was cursed. This was the beginning of the middle school era of terror. I was cursed with desire and feelings I couldn't explain. I was lost in my ignorance. I couldn't understand the changes. I was cursed with intense sexual desire, which I shunned and accepted only as a manifestation of my darker nature. I was cursed with a lust for power. This time period changed my previous mentality and forced me into a new era. I no longer saw females as the cause of my problems. Males were. Males were the driving force of female ambition. They were the motivation, the engines that drove the girls to do what they did. Males were the reason why girls turned on each other. And now, it were the males that tormented me.