Of all the times I fantasized about this moment with Rell, I never thought I’d harbor these feelings, these feelings of uneasiness and guilt. Something was wrong. Rell was so beautiful, so tempting, but something was wrong. I know she’s drunk, but there’s something different about her... I already had the good sense to never take advantage of a woman when she’s drunk. You’ll always regret it in the morning… But this time, Rell was leading me on. When we got to the bedroom, she shoved me on the bed. Why so eager? She crawled on top of me, pinning me by the hips. She ran her hands through my hair, moving them down to my arms and chest.
“Jake you’re so hot. Do you know how much I want you? Do you babe?”
I couldn’t imagine… I didn’t know she was ready for this. I nodded and placed my hands on her thighs. She took off her bra. My heart started beating fast. I eased up and held her, my hands rubbing her back. She moaned. I slowly kissed her, my tongue swirling against hers. That’s when we started getting in the motion. I held her so tight I could feel her heart beating against my chest. I could feel her rubbing against my hard crotch. I liked that feeling, but I tried so hard not to moan. I was slightly embarrassed that she was doing this to me. We never got this close before. As Rell started pulling down my boxers I heard voices coming from the other side of the wall. Ivan…
Ivan lives it the apartment next door to me. How could I forget? Our walls are thin. He can hear everything on my side just as I can hear on his side. When we were younger we use to talk to each other through the walls as our parents were sleeping. We had the same bedroom end. We were never alone. I never thought this could be a problem one day. Rell took my hands and placed them on her breasts, motioning me to rub them. She started to moan. Not now… I got scared and placed my hand over her mouth. She mistook it for passionate dominance and continued to take my boxers off. The voices on the other side got louder. Could she not hear them? I quickly spun her around so I was on top of her. I kept my hand over her mouth so I could hear what was happening on Ivan’s side.
“Sorry Rell, hold on a minute…” We paused. There was someone else at Ivan’s place. Ivan started talking.
“You don’t understand me Stephanie!” I heard Ivan pacing around the room. “I love you, and I won’t let you go. I’ve changed.”
“But you still love her. I know you do. How can we progress further than friends if you still harbor feelings for her? I know you still want her.”
“That’s not true. Believe me bab-” I heard a loud smack from across the room. She must have hit him hard.
“I hate you Ivan. I hate you, I hate her, and I hate your friend too. You all can go to hell!”
“I know you don’t mean that. I told you I’m over her, and I will prove it too.”
“I’m leaving Ivan. I don’t have time for this. This is goodbye.” Stephanie started crying. Then I heard Ivan’s heavy footsteps walk over to her.
“You’re not leaving me tonight. I promise you.”
“What are you doing? Stop it. St-” Ivan grabbed her close and kissed her. She started to struggle but to no avail.
“I want you Stephanie. I want you now. Let’s forget the past. I’ll forget them for you. I’ll forget Jacob for you…”
Next thing I knew Ivan and Steph were going at it. That brought me back from my eavesdropping trance. Rell looked at me, as lustful as ever. Was she still in the mood after hearing that? I started to hear faint screams coming from the other side. I wanted to continue with Rell, but this was too weird for me. Ivan finally consummated his relationship with Steph and I was relieved that I could be free with Rell.
“I’m sorry Rell, let’s do this another time. I’ve heard enough. I’ll give him his privacy for tonight. I promise to make this up to you.”
“Where are we going to go as late as it is? It’s not fair that they get their fun yet we were here first…”
“I’m sorry babe. But I just can’t continue, especially if they can hear us. Don’t worry, you can still sleep here tonight.” Rell got up and started putting her bra back on.
“Forget it. I’m going home.”
“Alright, at least let me walk you back.”
We put on our clothes and headed out. I walked her down the block to her house. I waited for her to open her door then I kissed her good night.
“I’m really sorry about this Rell. I hope you’ll forgive me.”
“It’s alright. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
When I got back to my apartment, Ivan’s conquest was over for the most part. I heard mumbling but I couldn’t make out what they were saying. I fell asleep peacefully for the first time in ages. I felt fresh and renewed. My mind was free, free of that lingering burden. I felt Ivan had finally let go of Rell and she could forever be my girl. Even if Ivan abandoned our friendship for Stephanie’s sake, I was content to have Rell. Everyone got what they wanted for the most part that night. We all enjoyed a sense of contentment and happiness.
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